Saturday, May 17, 2008

236th entry> MCP

I am absolutely disgusted by people with ultra huge ego.

DAMMIT BRUISE THEIR EGOS!

I can't believe that I'm so wrongly accused. Let me clarify this, I don't like you. I'm just more interested and inclined to knowing more about you, purely because you're very similar to my crush. I really don't know you. And I'm not those who jump onto any guys on the street or whatever. Don't even dare say its 'love at first sight' because, there was never 'love' in the first place. Trust you to say that to people, when you never even hear from me that i 'love' you. You have not heard it from me, so what if you heard it from the rest of the people? By saying something that hasn't been verified, it shows so much of your ego. Furthermore, you're defaming me. So what if you are some top student with dunno how many freaking As. So what if you are pleasant looking and charismatic. If I want to bruise your ego, don't you think you have some loopholes too? However confident you are about yourself, I'm sure height is one big flaw of yours. Come again, Sunny has an extremely fiery mouth which can probably burn you down.

Pfft.
I'm still very mad at this incident.
I hate people who think they are damn big.
I hate it when people make me sound desperate when I'm absolutely not.
I hate it when shits happen to me, and my friends are still happily continuing the joke.
I hate it when people put words into my mouth.
I hate myself for trying to accommodate to all this nonsense.

I should have just clarified from the start.

Okay. I'm more simmered down now. I'm still going to talk to him the next time I see him. No matter what, I'll have to bring him down. His ego is going beyond his heart level and thats not very healthy. Freak.

***

Work is getting from boring, to a little more interaction. Fiona and I were transferred to this other team in the company, who has a little more friendly people than the other team.

However, Elwin number 2 has appeared again. I'm always not the target, so I've got nothing to worry. I always put up an ultra fierce front, no one dares to approach me for things. And poor Fiona who looks more docile (where's the dao look she has always been giving?!) and petite, gets it again. She's prepared now. So, I guess she won't reply too much to those sms-es.

***

I love the chalet.

Despite it lacking so much planning and everything, we had it all settled finally. Money was sufficient somewhat, Rui absorbed the remaining amount. Kudos to RuiRui! She is the chairperson of this chalet and she really made things possible. It must have been really hard on her, for booking into the chalet herself, buying food with Marlene, WanJin and DaGe Ming. Deepest regret for not able to stay throughout the day during the chalet, my dears. But, I thoroughly enjoyed myself on the nights and at the BBQ. Despite certain cliques and segregation, I suppose, we tried our best to bridge everyone together. Bringing mahjong was an extremely bad idea. Next chalet, if there ever is, no more mahjong. Virgo says so, and I'll make it happen.

BBQ was a great success I guess. Almost the whole StarHub came down at night to eat and everything. Miss seeing all the ever-familiar faces. Fun gossiping with everyone and they had a drinking session god. LOL Yea I drink too. Ever since KK's birthday session, I drink a little. Food was not bad! Nancy says the beehoon and otah are nice. The stingrays are good too. BBQ pit was my territory larh! Me and DaGe Ming. HAHA. WanJin was more of the charcoal boy. George was very helpful and gentlemanly to help us out when he came as well. The others, hide upstairs in the comfort of the aircon, or sitting around and chit-chatting. The food was super good right?! I know you guys will love me for the food <3 Starting the fire is super fun as well! Love doing all this stuff. I feel very accomplished when people praise the food and get to eat good stuff. Afterall, I'm part of the organising committee.

Played truth or dare. I'm so evil. Everyone prayed damn hard that I will not be the one giving them the questions. HAHA. I'm not that mean larh. Just that, all this are for fun. =) Belle! You be sporting next time! Played ultra cheater game heart attack. WeeSern keep aiming ShiNi sia. Anw, ShiNi got super drunk. Poor girl. I hope she knows what she's doing. Afterall virgos should always be clear headed, shouldn't they?

WanJin was super emo. But thank goodness he heeded our advice and went home. Glad at least he talked to his mum. BUT he went to JB and do play again! Dammit. Just stick your butt at home larh. And he promised to stop joking. He just 'marked' (as in literally) my words, that if he stop smoking now, he will not get cancer. HA!

Belle got her top that she bought online already. Nice! And the girls went shopping today. I'm sure they cam-whore a lot. Its mid season sale for topshop, warehouse and all. =D I'm going shopping too! Money is for me to spend, isn't it?

YAY nus finally sent me a letter, for the faculty of science. I hope not many china people. Or any other foreign talents. Dammit. I hope its not stress. Open house this saturday. Asked KK to accompany me. LOLS. Unless someone else is going as well? Anybody?

Can't wait for the cycling trip.

Tata all!`