Thursday, August 24, 2006

148th entry>yupps

sunhearts

HAPPY BDAY SOKHAN! S.A.M.S love YOU!~

mood swings have been with me lately. i will suddenly shout at people. suddenly throw tantrums around. suddenly walk alone and dont want to talk. some people just has to irritate me and i feel like totally shun-ing them. i dunno. hearing them talk makes me feel like boxing them. ok i'm like hot-headed and rash. but i realli dun like the way some people relates themselves to others. when i hear them talk, grrrrr wanna slap their ass off. i realli wan to tell them stfu. but too bad i cant bring myself to do it.

and i just cant stop complaining. i tell my mum everything that happened in school. and i feel... omg! shuang! i chatted with my mum from 9.30pm to 11.30pm on tues after netball. ahhhh that type of feeling is totally great. i let out all my frustrations about people in school, about things i do, about many other things. i especially complained about someone to her on tues actually. and i starting to feel real irritated with that person. omg. my mum has super bad impression on that person of course. she keeps telling me to just stop talking to that person and dun mix with him. ok i dun realli wan but actually i dun have much chioce. i am angry with him. zzzzzz his face is totally gl and i realli hate the way he walks and i feel like slapping him. omg omg.

went for netball late today. there's econs and mrs lim released us at 6.15pm. me and abby decided to run lucky heights after that. lol it was of course a wrong decision. but i din realli put in my full effort. it was a great run though. without the pressures of judith jun jun and everyone else who has super good stamina. today netball was quiet. =( huixian, grace, bernice, magdeline, jiayun all din come. awww and we couldnt even make two full teams to play a game. i took WA and abby too and we ended up feeling aimless and lost cos there's no one to guard and today's passes by me were all very very super bad. i felt quite sad and demoralised actually. its like... omg my passes are flying. and i cant see well in the night. i cant play. =(

we did turning today. run to the point and turn to get the ball. abit like rotating actually. just a super fast rotation. it was effective but actually quite hard to put it to use. it doesnt come naturally for me now. hopefully it will soon =) next tues will be last training without coach. means coach is coming! and heard she cares alot about physical stamina and all. WAH. will she make us run 2.4 in less than 13 mins every training? then i AM ONE DEAD SUN. hehe but i hope i can find time to run at least once a week during promos buzz.

ewww pw suck. written report suck. oral presentation suck. gonna go ming wei's hse this sunday to do. i hope i wun vomit?! well, i'm not so unlucky to THIS extent i suppose. huixian cannot make it. she's sick. take care girl.