Tuesday, May 02, 2006

86th entry>stop toking crap

sunhearts

bbq was fun. we went to play pool. wheeee 1st time playing leh. spent 3 bucks only. considered cheap? i dunno lolx but i had great fun and i seriously was tyco and all the beginners' luck ting. oh well wad to do with noobs like me.

went to chalet. big big wor! but not guarded. i mean no fence and all, not abit dangerous meh? well den we played with yh's bright green volleyball. i tot it looked quite nice, but she seemed pai seh holding it. keep on asking me joanne khai qi to help her hold. bleahx lazy pig lar. the guys keep on wanting to play soccer. wah den i kicked so hard now my bones still abit pain leh. wrong way of kicking i suppose. i'm still learning lar..

bao sheng and ser hua keep on hankie pankie-ing... lolx they seem so xing4 fu2. hahaha. wanted to talk to bs, but always he alone with ser hua, so decided not to interupt! haha. i am considerate la ok...

drank one sip of wine. or beer. lolx wads the difference actually? ok then turned abit crazy. dunno why just got the bloody urge to giggle and laugh. uncle keep calling me emo-kid. he and yh just makes a great pair bullying me lor. and that notti kirby keep on laughing at me. nbm... we settle online hor kirby! uncle keep repeating "aw... i slash my wrist ar..." say that i emo-kid will want to slash my wrist. aiyo den that yh pei4 he2 wu2 jian4 la. lolx.

we sang our hearts out. =D

qing lin oso say i improve le! whee... he keep wanting to compare see who can reach higher. stupid man. of course is me rite? i a gurl... though i admit he got a huge range lar. haha

den it was yh's lorry home!

today was swimming. again lolx. i realise i always blog on tues. den i will say the same ting for swimming. so i will not elaborate today. anw we learned plunging today. so pain sia. whoa. but i hope i can get the hang of it.

dynamics was comprehensive! wheee all my doubts should be all gone. haha. den i'm prepared for the coming test! yes yes yes.

gonna buy pipette filler tomorrow. oh and discuss the chem prac b4 chem spa with ernest and frens. i seriously dunno how to do. mayb shall ask hu ping too.





am a little pissed now.

"eh stop bugging urself over this thing la"

"u wanna believe then u believe"

"dun want i also dun care"

den dun care. i dun need you to care. its not about you anyway. wad is going to happen to me and rachel. wad do you tink will happen to us? well. since you dun need to care, it seems i dun even need to ask you wad YOU tink happen to us, right? wth

like helllllooooo??! who's fault is it now lar? bloody shit lor. i hate it wen its someone's fault and that someone din bother to say anyting, but instead scold me back and shout at me as if its MY fault. i slap my sister for that. if you are next to me now, not only i'll slap you, i'll most prob kick and punch you too. i sound very violent rite? well mayb i'm more violent than wad i sound like.

i still dun believe its accidentally. and i'm not bugging myself! i'm feeling relaxed. just constantly reminding myself how cunning you can get. not bugging myself.

how i wish i can totally disregard my frenship with you and not care about any ting you say.

how i wish i dont noe you at all and you are just a passer-by.

how i wish i wont see you from today onwards.

how i wish i can totally erase you from my memory.