Friday, April 28, 2006

85th entry>sometimes

sunhearts

imposter - get a life and stop putting words into my mouth

i am feeling pissed n frustrated today. pissed bcos of wad i blogged just now. argh. he doesnt read this so it doesnt matter. as long as i let it all out...

frustrated. i feel there's lesser and lesser importance of me in certain ppl's eyes. i am sensitive to even small changes. mayb no one knows and understand. but i usually feel kinda left out and no one remembers who's the missing one. until i appear again. that kinda explains why i always rush the things i do. in order for me to tag along.

i dun need them to stick with me every minute. but i always feel she will try to look for her whenever she's not with us. ok. this mite sound abit ridiculous and also confusing rite? haix i shall not continue.

today finish sch early. i wasnt in the state of studying actually. i hope its like sunday oredi and we can go for bbq! haha. yh kq rt joanne we all going. but i heard klm not going. haix poor joanne. anw i realli looking forward. =D