Tuesday, July 05, 2005

51st entry>sorry

sunhearts

now, feeling super sad. i really really didn't mean it la. it was...like just a sudden flash n i wrote abt it without tinking about it. i hope the-person would not be pissed wen she heard of it or wadeva. very scary. ms ku scared me. i thought i was like, dead. ms ku sounded pissed abt me saying that. so...a big big big BIG sorry to the-person. n everyone else who is feeling offended by wad i said. sorry

ah. abt the an4 zhan4 that is happening. rather amusing. but more saddening. didn't know our frenship is so...weak. so vulnerable to small small obstacles. partly my fault for blowing the ting up. blow until now too big to keep back liao. hiaz. hope all the bad luck n everyting else would juz go far far away from me. hope we would recover our conversations that used to be heaty and all the heart warming laughters would come back. sorry.

i feel stupid. sorry abt everyting i'm doing now. i've finally learnt a great big lesson. not to talk and express too much without tinking. ha. well, dun tink i can get that into my brains straight. but, i'll try hard to shut myself up. since exams coming n enemies and all are not needed now. i am terribly upset by all the tings that are happening to me. n i do not wish that could happen again. sorry.

i am sorry.